We'll turn off all of the lights and set this ballroom aglow.
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Monday, April 30, 2007
6:52 PM  thats my chicken wing on satay stick dog(: <3Today, chinese paper.no comments la.it was one hell of a sleepy and longgggggggg paper.anyway im glad i get a break from f&n tml(: so my day seems kinda long tml with tuition early in the morning:/ and tim sum if i can make it with aunt ann and dad's dinner thingie:/ hurrrr and i wanted to tan and study la.bummer bummer bummer.i think i'll skip the tim sum though ive been saving my tummy all week for it:( hurr.i hate my life la.i hateeeeee studying.i just cant wait to get all these fuck books out of my face and at the same time off away from my mom's non stop irritatingness and stupid teachers who cant just shut the fuck up sometimes.hahaha.whatever-.- okay anyway tuition tml and im not looking forward to it and theres nothing to watch on tv tonight so i'll study bio which i like compared to chem hands down.i haven started on chem so i think i should cause i might just pass.HA HA.whatever-.- aunt ann leaving on the 7th sis leaving on the 11th.now i can stink into depression when marilyn leaves for UK cause firstly i have one sis in NZ and another in UK now and im left all alone AGAIN with my folks who can get alil crappy sometimes.why now isnt life a joy?oh yeah to hell im sure-.- hurrr. i forgot what was the other thing i wanted to talk about.hmm.okay i cant remember.oh clara the chai is back and im still waiting for the car batt thingie.anywayyyy,dinner tonight was like OMG cause granny decided to come over and cooked my favorite chicken soup with all the funny looking shit but i love it and she made me drink so much cause why?she apparently thinks im like weak cause of god knows what reason.hahaha okay no la she just loves me thats why the extra bowl.HAHA so i had like 2 bowls of soup which killed my poor tummy and a few of that thingie which i dont know what it is and like 2 spoon of my rice.now im so full im gona puke them all out.HAHA. okay enough i think ive said alot cheers! Sunday, April 29, 2007 12:49 AM  myself,justina and nicole socks is so adorable la look at her(:.jpg) nicole and i we used to play silly stuff together.HAHA the family the mother i cant believe shes leaving:( granny and jill HAHA! candid shot of sissy,jill and i them i love socks!  (: she loves me them again :DSo basically today i spent my day at aunt ann's place and ate and played xbox and won every race i played against nicholas.HAHAHA i love him la.haha esp when he was playing with his dad,my uncle.hahaha my uncle is so annoyinggg.haha but i love them all anyway. so yes woke up at icantremember and help mom to clean the place up,iron my school u,watched spiderman and showered then it was off to aunt ann's place.haha came home around 11ish cause she live so damn far-.- but i still like going to her place(: christmas dinner isnt gona be the same anymore now that shes gona leave for aussie): im depress! anyway granny is so cute la.cause i got hit on my head on friday during pe and have been suffering from headache so i slept all day on friday and she kept asking me if i have fever or did i vomit etc.hahaha she thinks im gona die cause i got hit on my head but eh it did really hurt okay:/it made me have a really bad headache the whole of friday and now it still hurts alil la but whatever. i didnt study today:/ i feel so guilty.how?tsk.hurr.nvm tml i shal make up for today.i think i have alot of homework but i dont quite remember what they are and my excuse would be that punch/knock i got from pe on friday.HAHA! chinese paper on monday.im gona passssss.hahahhaha! cheers! Saturday, April 28, 2007 12:55 AM Desperate for changing Starving for truth Closer to where I started Chasing after you Chorus: I'm falling even more in love with you Letting go of all I've held onto I'm standing here until you make me move I'm hanging by a moment here with you Forgetting all I'm lacking Completely incomplete I'll take your invitation You take all of me now Repeat Chorus I'm living for the only thing I know I'm running and I crash sure where to go And I don't know what I'm divin' into Just hanging by a moment here with you There is nothing else to lose There is nothing else to find There is nothing in the world That could change my mind There is nothing else There is nothing else There is nothing else Desperate for changing Starving for truth Closer to where I started Chasing after you Repeat Chorus I'm living for the only thing I know I'm running and not quite sure where to go I don't know what I'm diving into Just hanging by a moment here with you Hanging by a moment Hanging by a moment here with you Hanging by a moment Hanging by a moment here with you Friday, April 27, 2007 10:24 PM Im sorry, school was okay i guess?anyway tuition got cancelled like last min!!hurr.sorry vic i could have followed you after all:/ anyway yeah so mom came and pick me up and we went to get some stuff at the super market then headed home and showered and i went to lie on my bed but fell sleep till now.hahaha tonight no need to sleep already la.haha but being the pig that i am i think i will.haha maybe im just not good enough. i keep coughing): oh and i slept dinner away!hahah im happy i did cause they went to the club to eat.anyway during PE today i had fun but i got punched in the head and i had a massive headache for the rest of the day:/ okay i have nothing else to say and yes i know what i said. cheers. Thursday, April 26, 2007 11:38 PM The sweet smell of your perfume. SA is coming and ive been studying like never before.ive never studied so much:/ i really really hate school but i drag myself out of bed with reasons like trainings and all but now,i really wonder if its even worth it cause clearly not all of them want it as bad as i do:/ anyway back to school,its the same as every other day.damn hell boring.im just oh-so happy now cause we dont have to move around for classes which is a great YAY for a faggot like me. Anyway, and you give me this feeling like no other. i cant wait for Os and every other crap paper to be over cause with everything thrown at all this year and everything pushed forward i think im ona die soon-.- okay i lost weight and so did coffee.HAHAH! Cheers! Monday, April 23, 2007 5:48 PM Legends of the falls is loveeeeeeeeee(: ive watched it a million times with marilyn and mel and yet we still tear.hahahah!i wana go find the vcd for it(: school was the same old same old but jo is back and im happyyyyyyyyy!like finally shes back.haha anyway yeah no more training and thats makng me depress so im running up 25th story every mon,wed and fri.HAHA i hope i dont roll down and die.okay enough cheers! Saturday, April 21, 2007 11:48 PM Tomorrow,tomorrow(: ive been staring at blogger's posting page but i dont know what to update.Basically i stayed home all day and did SS like the whole damn day cause mom didnt allow me to go for joyce's b'day dinner:/ oh well.maybe it was better that i wasnt there cause..okay nothing.im out cheers! Friday, April 20, 2007 9:34 PM You went missing again. Today was chinese day man.i had chinese like,the whole damn fucking day:/ anyway after school ended at 1 went to vivo with sam,rene,joyce,amanda,lousie and gwen.cabbed back for duty then changed then ran then walked around then vic came and ive not seen her since forever we walked around and i saw my darling ashley at last and she f-ing adorable i tell you(: okay but apparently i think she doesnt exactly like me:/ but i believe its only cause im a stranger(: anyway yeah vic and i walked around and i had to run again then yeah walked again then watched cheer leading and dad picked me and now im home.im to tired to have my dinner so i drank a cup of milk and my feet hurts and my toes too from all that tip toeing.damnnn.hardrock for dinner tml for bestie's b'day i think?not sure.im so tired and mom keeps pestering me to study like damn it i am la.hurrrrrrr. okay short update. cheers! Thursday, April 19, 2007 9:43 PM it feels like, Today,was okay i guess?the weather wasnt too bad either i guess?anyway school was the same like every other day.boringggg and dreadful.so yeah i had motherfucking detention cause i didnt go for nafa on tues.so yeah i went for it with amanda,louise and ravi.we went to the library and i slept while they read the papers.but i couldnt sleep so at 3ish we decided to go try our luck lying that we're done with the 2hrs and we did it but i didnt have to leave till 4 so went back to the library and rot my ass off till 4 then went for tuition and guess what?i got there like half an hour earlier:/ i really hate how i cant be on time but always late or too early.haha oh welllllll. tml is the stupid sports thingie.hurr not really looking forward to it.let's all hope it doesnt fuck my mood up.i just cant wait for school to be over.anyway tuition was alright.and i really hate how my mom thinks im not studying when i am.whatever la.hurr.i dont wana go school. cheers. Monday, April 16, 2007 9:16 PM      Now tell me how can you not love all these adorable things in life?(: School was horrible for me cause i woke up with realy terrible blocked nose and ears.i felt like i was deaf la:/ it was really horrible so i thought maybe if i blast my music louder then usual which is already very loud i may feel better but no it didnt work:/ and my voice was damn sexy.hahaha!okay but i got better after school.training was super no comments cause we were all just so damn bloody lazy.haha ms eileen was like if you dont hit 49 you girls arent going home so we all did 48.HAHA!okay it was funny la.haha anyway leslie was around today and it was good to have him back for awhile.it has been sometime since he last stick around to annoy us and make fun of us.i miss ccab days.the times we hide in the toilet to sleep and hide rach stuff and annoy the shit out of her by stealing her things like a ez-link card and showed it to the world.haha anyway there will be extra trainings for me at the track near my place on sat at 8.30 from this week onwards(: im looking forward to it.haha anyway SA is coming:/ im studying.really.haha i hate school today cause of the weather la.nabs it made me feel worst and moody and all.anywayyyyy,haha fnn tml......bummer.i hope chu will be in a good mood and save me from being roarrrr with her cause 4 periods with her can be quite a killer. oh!i cut my hair.hahah cause today made me feel that my hair is like over grown so i went to get it cut after training with joy,chuyin and chess.chuyin left after awhile then joy and i cut out hair then headed home with chess in the train.it was nice talking to her again after so long(: got home had alil bit of what mom made for dinner then showered and here i am now.haha okay im off to do my silly fnn then its tvvvvvvvvvv. and i kinda miss mel:/as in mel my sister in nz.hurr. cheers! Saturday, April 14, 2007 11:41 PM  i want this pizza again live band was fuck good jason and leon the pigs them again mary and ravi(: i love timbre(:
Wednesday, April 11, 2007 8:52 PM  balloons! ashley says hi(: fish and co. mango cake(: presents:D present(: from mel and marilyn(:Saturday, April 07, 2007 9:37 PM  gwen made me cake(: we had problems lighting it up sam touching my oh-so fat tummy. i love gwen(: we went out in her dad's car which i so love one of my favorite jap ice-cream(: them the food. my icecream and the cake.HAHAokay im lazy to actually type out the details of what happen so yeah.it was good.and oh my god,i think justine koh is cute for a 14year old.hahaha jo you better watch out and grow up.hahahha anyway yes yes we had fun i got home around i cant remember what time then i woke up around 1 today then watched tv then showered and made my way to the track. the weather was obviously not on my side.i had to warm up in the rain.then it poured so i cooled down then warm up again then after a whole lot of doing that.it was finally my turn then guess what?it started to get alil more heavy when i was suppose to run.by the end of the whole thing my shirt was fucking wet i had no towel to dry myself so ms eileen sent me home and i got out of my wet clothes showered watched tv and now im here. im hungry but theres no food and i keep thinkin its sunday.bummer.another race tml.i still cant believe im spending my long weekend like that.*knocks my head real hard*'btw did i mention that im running with all the JC girls?well tell me why again did i take part in 200?bummer.i could have gone out.BUMMER!i want subway. cheers!
Wednesday, April 04, 2007 7:16 PM It was pain, sunny days and rainy days. Today just sucked like fuck la.i swear it couldnt be worst. i dont wana go school tml but i dont know:/ im out. cheers! Tuesday, April 03, 2007 9:04 PM When the stars goes blue. today was a sleepy day.i barely remember what happen in school besides the horrible muscle ache im having and other stuff i dont quite wana talk about.hmm(: anyway!went to queensway after school with sam to get my shoessssssss.im a size 5half la.so small okay.no wonder im always hurting my ankle.hahaha cannot support my heavy bodyyyy.HAHA. ANYWAY.my birthday is in 8days time,mom,dad and marilyn's coming back in 7days time!!(:bummer is that my competitions are these weekend:/ bummer bummerrrrrrrr.oh well.i hope i'll do well. mom,dad,marilyn and ryan are up in queenstown while mel and yewj are home alone.i wana be there too la): imissyou. oh welllllllll. cheers! Monday, April 02, 2007 8:10 PM  i like this effect alot: valerie and i-my eyes so small:/ ashley! thankyou sam,for being here always<3Try again today. Today, i didnt fall asleep at all during lessons and i didnt eat much and i had major gastric problem cause there were like alot of gas in my tummy i nearly died.haha but nooooooo sam still didnt shut up and just went on and on and on and onnnnnnnn.hahaha but nvm.haha anywayyyy.we had emo talk and it was funny cause she kept thinking i was gona cry though she knows its super difficult for me to cry so easily. anyway,training totally gave me a blister:/ and it hurt like fuck.but whatever.haha it was so light though:/anyway competition this weekend and it totally spoiled my entire weekend and best part,we having a long weekend cause of good friday.HURR!i fucking depress i tell you.100m on sat at 4ish and 200m on sun at 4ish too.FUCK i tell you.FUCK.and its like my last weekend before my parents get back.HURR!Another thing to be sad about is that im running for the under 20 and not 17 for fuck reasons which means im gona lose and throw my fuck face.tell me why again i wana run for national juniors?HURR>major fuck bummer. anyway marilyn,my sister is so cute i swear.we were talking online just now bitching about my childish mother who has forgotten about me and is still as drama as ever.anyway yeah she suddenly tell me how sorry she is for being mean to me when we were younger.hahahha she kept saying how bad she feels up till this day and she hoped it didnt change me to be another person in life and that she still dreams of me being that fat lil girl whom she used to hate and bully like shit.hahaha shes so cute la i swear.hahah then she said this which really touched me'mabel i want you to be happy,i really do and i hope you are'well im not very happy with my life but hey,thats life and you have to just accpet it.so i said'dont worry there are many other things which makes me happy(:'okay now lets list them....HAHHA my backside. anyway school tml and i am so not looking forward to it cause i hate school and i hate waking up.i like sleeping alot cause you dont think at all(: cheers!
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